Disorientated.

1st of all, Sorry I didn't post anything in the past 10 days or so...

There had been some issues over the past 10 days within the family. My Grand Uncle passed away early in the month and shortly after, one of my closer aunts...Auntie Kim, went to paradise too.
Then, there were issues of politics within the entire familiy...and it seemed like there was going to be a civil war. But I guess, there's really nothing the children of the 3rd Generation can do anything about...mayb not directly.

But peace and harmony within the family is important. Nothing else really matters. Coz, at the end of the day, thatz where we all go to in the end.

I know of frens who have little harmony within the family, but hey, there's this particular one who's really a nice guy and everything...lacks a little self confidence and his decision making process is a little questionable...but we'll never fully understand wat he had been thru over these years...After speaking to him that nite of supper...It really makes u appreciative of wat u have, and little wonder why he treats all his friends like family too.
Yeah, love what u've got.

I think I havn't been the best of sons over the past few months...developed a temperament I thought I never had...that's small bursts of anger...actually, more of like little shots of sudden overwhelming emotions...I have to get it under control, coz it would cloud thoughts. I dunno what happened....maybe everyone's rite, maybe fighting the system is really too hard...maybe there's such a thing as reality of the masses...

How to help others, if u can't even help urself??....

Let me plant my seed, and watch it grow.